Resilient Innocence

If you are better at being Resilient, then your Resilience may be running on automatic. You may be applying your techniques for being resilient unconsciously. Most likely this means you put your Survival Strategy first, up front, between you and everything and everyone else in the world. Then you cannot be Innocent.

You might have Contaminated your Adult Egostate with your Gremlin Egostate as a way of being super protected from the wildness of the world through your Gremlin's ability to betray, destroy, or confound other people's power, or you might have Contaminated your Adult Egostate with your Parent Egostate as a way of ridiculing, rule-binding, or commanding others so as to control them and keep it safe for you.

You might notice this by discovering your aloneness, isolation, single-fighter lone-wolf strategies at the center stage of your concerns in daily life.

If you are better at being Innocent, then your Innocence may be running on automatic. This means you display and hide behind your 'Mask of Innocence' to everyone you meet and every situation that comes at you. Most likely this means you find yourself trying to manipulate others into rescuing you, or at least not hurting you because you are so powerless, confused, and weak.

You might have Contaminated your Adulth Egostate with your Child Egostate as a way of appearing harmless and defenseless. Then if the others do not care for you properly, if they do not meet your expectations of being cared for or made safe enough, then you can claim that they have betrayed you and go after them in the meanest ways imaginable to get your justified revenge.

You might notice this by ongoingly being in Low Drama Victim interactions, being left out, being left behind, feeling scared and angry about being unprotected and uncared for.

If you truly consider not trying to be 100% Resilient, or not trying to be 100% Innocent... then where are you? Your defense strategy does not apply anymore. There you are, not locked into a plan, not commited to a particular self image that you can show to others as 'this is who I am'. Instead you are relating in the moment, you are relating according to the circumstances, situationally. How is that for you?

Why is it that way?

Does it seem like you must stay awake and alive?

Does it seem to be more frightening, less certain, demanding an increase of your own awareness and attention? Yes? Perhaps it feels this way because it is really this way. Walking the ever-moving Path between Resilience on the one hand, and Innocence on the other hand, is the opposite of Zombieism. Only you are responsible for and therefore aware of each step you take or don't take, each move you make or don't make, each detail you notice or cannot notice. Your way, therefore, includes increasing your capacity for Noticing.

No one can Notice for you, no matter how much you may want them to remind you about what to Practice when and how, or how much you want them to warn you about what to watch out for or take care of.

On the other hand, no one can stop you from building your capacity to Notice! This is exciting, isn't it?

You are flying in a field rather than trying to follow a rule or walk a line. This is when Flying School could come in handy.

Then you can Create without having to follow a menu. You can Discover without having to fit your discoveries onto what is already known. You are taking risks without automatically assuming you have to defend yourself from criticism. You get to start over in each moment, be alive in every breath, because you are at source for not knowing while at the same time being clear of your Path for how you got there where you are, and what your Purpose is.

If navigating your own Resilient Innocence in any space is your responsibility - not only the spaces you personally Cavitate, Hold, and Navigate - then you are Radically Responsible for the way you are being.

What is the way of being Innocent Resiliently?

• Connected yet not dependent.
• Able to make Proposals yet free to decline offers.
• Supported by the circumstances no matter what they are, because you choose which Story you apply to the circumstances.
• Radically Relating as High Level Fun play, not as a Gremlin feeding ground.

Spend a half-hour soon imagining that you are the Universe, and you are looking at the life of (put your name here...) so far as you have lived. What does the Universe feel about you? What does the Universe see about you that you do not see? What does the Universe see as your Potentials? Your true Purpose? Your Archetypal Lineage?

Write these observations from the Universe down in your Beep! Book.

Notice how the Universe does not so much care about what you eat, how you dress, or the piddling Middle World concerns of your daily life. Notice how instead the Universe is more concerned with what you create for others and your village, your Path, your awareness of your own intentions and the Stands that you take, what you are stewarding for the benefit of Gaia and life on Earth.

In other words, the Universe cares about the way you interact with the Archetypal Domains.

How do you interact with the Archetypal Domains? Through stabilizing in the Adult Egostate. In other words, through transforming your Gremlin, and through Decontaminating your Adult Egostate...

There is not way around these steps along the Path. Without doing Phase 1 of adulthood, you never get to Phase 2.

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